Vibrate at your highest frequency. Find your high-guidance, and inner power

My story about how synchronicities, (at the time, it felt like "divine intervention") ultimately helped change my life path.

Vibrate at your highest frequency. Find your high-guidance, and inner power

My story about how synchronicities, (at the time, it felt like "divine intervention") ultimately helped change my life path.

When I made this page, I was only at the beginning of my transformation

Since creating this website, I’ve grown significantly and learned so much more—which is probably why I haven’t felt ready to revisit it until now.

I’ve become much more aware of how my own actions contributed to the chaos I experienced before the awakening and all that followed—guidance, synchronicities, and major shifts. Looking back, I can now see how the betrayal, distrust, and hurt I felt from others were, in part, a result of my own ignorance and behavior. I was blind to how I was coming across, and as a result, I was misunderstood and judged. That misunderstanding eventually led to those closest to me losing faith in who I truly was.

Addiction, confusion, and a lack of self-awareness left me disconnected from reality. Because of this, I was seen as untrustworthy, and I was underestimated, taken advantage of, used, and cheated on. At the time, I didn’t realize I was deep in escapism, numbing myself with addiction. I allowed the fears and doubts of others to shape how they treated me, and I can now see how I gave them that power. Getting clean has brought so much clarity. I finally understand why these life-shifting and life-saving events had to happen.

There was a lot of toxicity, and I’ve learned more than I ever expected—about people, about drugs, and about spiritual truths. I will share the full story here eventually. My goal is to use this page to offer support, guidance, and practical tools to help others find their way too.

When I first built this site, it came from a place of transformation—I had genuinely begun to purify and shift. But I didn’t yet grasp how much more time, pain, and inner work was ahead of me. Facing the emotional weight of it all was essential to truly understand my traumas and finally begin healing properly.

I trust that G-d will continue guiding me through this phase of deep transformation, as long as I stay surrendered and aligned.

To those I hurt—unintentionally and never physically—I offer my deepest apologies. I never meant harm. I’ve always had a good heart, but I couldn’t see how my actions impacted others. I know now that I attracted certain people and kept them around, even when it wasn’t healthy. It’s not about blame anymore—it’s about accountability. And through listening to intuition and passing the spiritual tests placed before me, I’ve been released from the grip of those who were deceptive or took advantage of me. Those behaviors? I was never guilty of them.

In time, I will continue to show both the Divine and myself that I’ve truly changed. Now that I understand the ripple effects of my actions, I have the ability—and the responsibility—to stop the cycle. With these internal upgrades, I’ve been able to see through the illusions, and many fake friends and covert enemies have revealed themselves for who they are. I’m here to break inherited karmic cycles and live a life of service to others.

No more wastefulness. No more irresponsible or misguided decisions. I used to convince myself that rejecting money was spiritual—but that mindset was flawed. I deeply regret past choices, especially my gambling and my tendency to give too much, too freely, to the wrong people.

From here on out, I will no longer be wasteful or earn my living in ways that aren’t in line with the values of the society I live in. I need to be part of the solution. I need to be someone who contributes positively to the world around me.

I was caught in a delusional mental state, and my decisions didn’t reflect my true intentions. But that ends now.

Going forward, I will act in alignment with my values and the goodness I know exists within me. There’s no other option—I have to recommit to my non-negotiables.

This message is meant for anyone who finds themselves in a similar place. This is being written roughly 4.5 months after the turning point—and 4 months clean. The purification and transformation are real, and they’re ongoing.

This is a record of my lifepath changing eclipse experience

Everything changed after the eclipse

I knew solar eclipses were powerful, but I had no idea to what extent the events unfolding before, during, and after, would change the trajectory of my life..

Synchronicity or Divine Intervention?

Definitely—here’s a polished and restructured version of your story, keeping your authentic voice intact while making the flow and clarity a little smoother:

I was in beautiful Texas for the 2024 Solar Eclipse Festival. I went with my now-ex and a former long-time friend.

I’ll jump ahead to a moment just after the festival was canceled on day four. We had still witnessed the eclipse—which was powerful—but now we were packed up and waiting in our rental SUV, in line to leave the grounds.

That’s when things got weird.

The Bluetooth in the car, which had worked just fine all week, suddenly stopped functioning. The phone showed it was connected, music was playing, volume up, not muted—everything looked normal. But there was no sound.

I tried everything: reconnecting, deleting and re-pairing the phone, restarting both the car and my phone. Nothing worked.

Then out of nowhere, the car starts blasting music. It wasn’t anything from my phone. A loud voice started rapping about how “you have to trust him, believe in him, and respect him. He always provides and doesn’t ask anything in return.”

At first, I thought—wow, that’s a synchronicity. It hit home. That message reflected exactly what I had been going through. I hoped the others in the car were listening too. Turns out, it was about Jesus—which made me laugh. They weren’t into it. But strangely, no other music would play.

The themes of distrust, lack of appreciation, and disrespect were exactly the issues I was dealing with in my relationship and friendship. I couldn’t ignore it anymore.

During this rising of my vibration—this awakening—I began to notice how little they truly believed in me. Looking back, I can see why. My behavior while using likely made me seem erratic or unstable. But I was always honest. Still, I could feel their doubts—like a constant projection being cast onto me. I knew in my gut what was real, because I was finally paying attention. I was listening to the voice inside—my intuition—the one I had ignored for so long.

A few days after that strange music synchronicity, another event occurred—something deeply personal that sent my mind into a biblical space. That event ultimately led to the breakup and the end of the friendship. I’ll share that story when the time is right.

For now, what’s important is the message I want to pass on: I want to tell my full story, not to dwell, but to encourage anyone and everyone to awaken to a higher consciousness. To find that love frequency within themselves. To become the best version of who they are—and to help heal this wild world in the process.

At the time, I thought I had already made it. But now I know that was just a glimpse. The real work—the day-to-day grounding, healing, growing—was only beginning. Building a strong foundation is everything.

Even though parts of that period felt like a mental episode, in hindsight, it served as a necessary trigger. It pushed me to finally get clean and realign my life with a proper path. It lit a fire.

I felt newly empowered—embodying a sense of fearlessness, with zero doubt. That clarity gave me the strength to face the massive, life-shifting events that were just around the corner. I did my best to meet them with grace.

Out of respect for my own healing and the privacy of others, I’m choosing not to go into detail about that specific event just yet. But I will find the right way to share it when the time comes.

This page has become a tool for me. A space for expression and reflection.

Shortly after that pivotal moment, I remembered something powerful: I don’t need any substances to feel high, or to connect with G-d. I had the strength all along—to be divine, to elevate through sobriety and life itself.

So I entered a self-imposed isolation for several months. I got clean. Got into shape. And I began to reclaim my mind, my body, and my spirit.

It’s been a period of immense growth, learning, and transformation. And my hope is that by sharing these experiences, I can help others find their way through their own storms.

Funny twist to the music story: when I returned the car, something clicked. I pressed the eject button on the stereo... and out popped a CD.

The title?

Sinner to a Saint.

I’ll be telling more stories soon.

Thank you for reading.

Edit: As I continue evolving, staying sober, and moving through recovery, I know this story will need more rewriting. I’m taking my time with it.